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Sunday, March 29th, 2009 02:05 pm
verloren1983: (Gaming)
Ooookay, it's been a while since I wrote last. Yes, I'm still alive. I'm just... easily distracted by shiny, as you should all know by now. XDDD

1. It's SPRING! *cheers* It gives me the urge to open windows and do some cleaning, but I most likely won't. Well. Definitely not today, anyway, no time. ^_^;;; Maybe Tuesday?

2. This cold just does not want to go away. GAH. It's not anything major, just a sore throat, but it's annoying and makes me not feel my best. GO AWAY, DAMN YOU!

3. I have yet to start either of the fandom challenges I signed up for. *headdesk* Fail.

4. Suikoden has eaten my brain. More fail. ^_^;;;

5. I think I need to revisit Hikaru no Go canon. My characterizations lately are feeling....  I don't know. Completely not right. Maybe it's just me though, who knows.

6. I thought I had a lot to say, but I'm not thinking of any of it now. Meh. Though my mother just came in here bitching about how I need to do this and that before work, when I really don't have time to deal with one of them. You'd think she'd be able to figure that out, since I have to leave in about... 50 minutes? >_<

In any event, I've got to go get ready for work. Fun stuff!

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Sunday, February 15th, 2009 01:59 pm
verloren1983: (Aww Crap)
1. It figures. I sign up for [livejournal.com profile] ihikago , and my body goes "mwahahaha, time to get sick!" BAH. I'm still not really sick yet, just feeling like complete shit, so I'm taking vitamins and hoping this doesn't turn into much of anything. I can hope, right? ^_^;;;

2. Happy belated Valentine's Day! I was going to do a little post yesterday after work, but I ended up being locked out of my room for forever and then I had internet issues, so it didn't quite happen. Though actually, be glad you missed it. PMS brings out the homicidal urges and it... wasn't pretty. Let me put it that way.

I'm feeling a little better on that score, if only because I'm too tired. Homicidal urges require an energy level I'm not quite capable of at the moment. My brain isn't quite here. That should make work extra fun! </sarcasm>

3. For those of you who didn't see it: meta on the gay in Hikaru no Go. Definitely worth a read. A lot of it, yeah, isn't anything I haven't thought myself before, but it also brought up some good points. And the section on names is very, very interesting.

Mrrrr, I suppose I should attempt to start getting ready for work. Or something. -_- Later~

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Monday, April 28th, 2008 12:16 pm
verloren1983: (blind_go 2 (PWP))
I am happy to report that I spent some time writing yesterday (I know, shocker, right? XD) and the word count for [community profile] blind_go will not be a problem. I've also set a goal for myself this round, but we'll see how that goes, though as it stands, if I don't make that goal it's not a big deal. I'll just do it some other time, outside of [community profile] blind_go, that's all. ^_^

Since everyone else seems to be doing it, I've been reminded of my old Anime and Manga list. I still feel like I'm forgetting things on both, honestly... both lists are really quite pathetic, but the manga more so. I'm an anime girl, really. ^_^;;;;;

I've also been reminded of OkCupid... and that I actually have an account there. O_o I don't remember doing that, but apparently it was back in February. I didn't do a whole lot, it looks like, except fill out a little bit of a profile and take quizzes- so I strongly suspect I only made an account to keep track of my quiz results. XD I would totally do something like that.

And now that it's quarter after one and this is still completely pointless, I think I should go take a shower and then do something productive. Like editing for [profile] ihikago. Or writing. Either one would be good.

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Saturday, April 26th, 2008 12:42 pm
verloren1983: (Alcohol Is Good)
1. On the computer, but not on AIM. I just... don't feel very social today. Sorry guys. <3

2. Yesterday at work was HELL. I don't really want to get into it too much right now, I just don't feel like it, but yeah. Complete hell. And the best part? 99% of it was coworker suck, and the two main people that caused the suck- I'm working with tonight. *sigh* I'm tempted to call in so badly, you have no idea. And the only reason I can come up with against doing it is 'well, you really shouldn't...' I probably won't, though, because I hate calling in, and I'm a coward. As it is I was THIS close to walking out yesterday. I would've gotten fired, but I didn't care all that much at that point. Anyway. New subject, yeah? XD

3. It's about that time to start getting the summer round of music on my mp3 player~ Of course, that also requires going through the disaster are that is my music folder, and I really don't want to deal with it. XD Maybe that'll be a project for my 'weekend.' Or something. I need to organize my pictures too, but that's... considerably less immediately important. Really... I need to go through everything on my external hard drive. XD And I should really boot up Kuwabara at some point and make sure he's clean. I think I put some anime and stuff on him when I was using him for non-internet stuff, I should get that off. ^_^;;;;;

4. Stef ordered the second DDR pad on Wednesday morning- it arrived on Thursday. O_o Not that I'm complaining, but you know, what the hell are the chances of that happening ever again? XD

5. *kicks Rapidshare* Stop making me wait so long between downloads, damn you. >_< I'm not going to pay you just so I don't have to wait anywhere from 20-45 minutes between downloads (usually around 30). Ugh.

6. I'm in very, very big trouble, and that's all I'm going to say about that for right now. ^_^;;;;

7. I should work on editing the [profile] ihikago stuff that's overdue. Or writing for [community profile] blind_go, because the word count there is still ZERO. *sigh* I don't feel like it. Both of those involve effort that I'm not really willing to put in right now. But then again... chances are I won't tonight either, after dealing with Mike and Mary's bullshit yet again. >_< Or there's cleaning my room or DDR, which I haven't done since Tuesday. But again. Effort.

At the very least, both of the [profile] ihikago fics are already recorded, even if I'll probably have to delete at least two minutes of crap on each one. >_< And I will be shot for destroying fic, but you know, nevermind. XD

Hmm. It feels like I had something else I wanted to say, but I can't remember now. At any rate... I have a few minutes before rapidshare is ready again, so I think I'll do that and then hop in the shower. That should make me feel a bit better. ^_^ Then maybe... I can do one of the above... or maybe curl up and read for a little while before work, who knows.

**EDIT** I seem to have lost both my ATM card and my ID. Fuckfuckfuck. I'm really hoping I left them at work last night, because otherwise... I am royally fucked. I can't go on my trip without ID, for starters... god, I can't think about this right now, it's way too upsetting. With any luck at all they're in my lab coat at work and all will be well. *tries to curb panic attack* I don't have time for this right now, I've got to get ready for work. Man.
verloren1983: (Bad Girl)
Okay. So you all know I have basically NO impulse control, right? Combine that with actually having money in the bank... and... yeah. -_- It's not pretty.

So yesterday, I got...
-Resident Evil 4- PS2 (I've never played any of the RE games- we'll see how this goes. Worse comes to worse, I can always sell the damn thing back.)
-Harry Potter 5- PS2 (Okay, okay, I know those games are ridiculously easy, but they're fun. XD)
-God of War 2- PS2 (Don't ask me to explain this one, since I still haven't gotten anywhere even CLOSE to beating the first one. It's awesome but I suck hardcore at it. XD)
-CSI- XBOX (I saw this once and have been looking for it ever since. I love those kinds of games, generally, though it IS based off of a tv show, so we'll see how good it is.)
-Summon Night- GBA (The sad thing? I picked this up simply because I heard that it had some shoujo-ai content. XD Yeah. Pathetic. But... it does have a little, and it's zomgsocute so far, so I won't complain. ^_^)

The funny part? I don't have that many Mature rated games (tends not to happen too much with RPG's, and that's mostly what I play)... three of these are M rated.

But hey, at least I stopped myself from getting the PRETTY BLUE DS THAT THEY ACTUALLY HAD. XD Still, this kills me- I've been neglecting the console games I already have, aside from DS/GBA ones. Jeez. >_<


On the to do list for today:
-Laundry ^_^;;;;
-Try to write for blind_go
-Listen to the other fic of mine that was read for ihikago and comment on it
-A little cleaning
-Video games~


AIM and Trillian: Both so fired. >_< Both had some kind of error and froze, and now neither will start again. God damn it.


I find it incredibly amusing that Akichan told me that when she comes to visit me, eventually, one of the places she wants to go is the grocery store. Why? Because we have a shitload of candy, apparently. XD I never really thought about it before, but... I guess we do. XD Though, actually, I think there's a bigger selection at work than at the grocery store. Could be wrong though, I've never actually sat and compared the two. She'd probably end up coming to my work anyway at some point, so there you go. It just... amused me.

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Sunday, April 20th, 2008 08:10 am
verloren1983: (*Blush*)
A quickie: I edited and sent in Heat for [profile] ihikago- it should be up fairly soon, but here's the megaupload link. Akichan says you can practically hear me blushing. -_- Okay, so I stumbled a little over the smut. I deleted as much of that as I could, I think. If it's anything really bad, let me know, okay?

One down, two to go! ^_^;;; One Thing just needs editing (......serious editing.....), which I'll probably do later tonight when I get home from work. Reflections... I still need to sit down and record. Of course, you guys will get links when I'm done butchering those as well. XDDD

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Thursday, April 17th, 2008 12:03 pm
verloren1983: (You Suck (Hikaru No Go))
Didn't end up going out with Stef on Tuesday, so we went yesterday- all kinds of fun. Well. Not really. We got something to eat, which was fine, and then went to Michael's because she needed thread, which was fine too because the scrapbooking stuff is on the other side of the store. If we don't see it, it doesn't exist. XD Then we went to Walmart... which was not fine. XD We did our shopping first, since I didn't want to be carrying around the boxes from the online order all around the store. I got a neck wallet for Anime North, and a USB video game controller for my computer... because I haven't been playing this one emulator because playing it with a keyboard is a pain in the ass. XD So. We asked and went downstairs, because that's where customer service was, checked out down there... to have the customer service people tell us that the site to store place is upstairs in sporting goods. O_o Which is not only upstairs but on the other side of the store. And oh by the way we had been over there. *twitch twitch* We get up there, we find the thing, but there's nobody there. It takes 5-10 minutes to get someone's attention, only to have to go to a different part of the store to another register, because they had just installed everything that day and apparently it didn't work yet. *sigh* Then he had trouble with the UPC's. Finally we got out of there, thank fucking god, but we ended up being in there far longer than we'd planned and Stef and I couldn't play with DDR. *pouts* Needless to say... I will not be doing the Site to Store thing unless necessary, at least until their remodel is done and they've got everything figured out. That whole thing sucked.

On the upside, the shirts are good (even if some of them are a bit more low cut than I'd like, and one... I need to lose a few pounds before I'll be comfortable really wearing it, I guess. It fits, but it's more snug than I'm comfortable with, you know?), and I played with DDR last night and I don't fail as badly as I thought I would. It's not great, but it's not completely horrible either. I just need to work on my back step, because I don't seem to bring my foot back far enough half the time. It's just going to take some getting used to. Oh, and the controller took a while to set up (mostly because I am a moron XD), but it works now. Yay!

*yawns* I could totally go back to sleep. Hmm. I could sleep for a half hour... play Suikoden for an hour (well, really less, because I'm still fooling around with it trying to get the speed right on this computer)... then get ready for work. Hmmmmmmm........

Need to record for ihikago tonight. And edit. Editing is what I really should be doing right now. Oh! Yeah. I just realized today that in One Thing? I pronounced Akira's name wrong throughout the entire fic. *headdesk* Oh. Wait. *looks at fic* She used Touya, not Akira. Thank god. XD I default to the wrong pronunciation on Akira- as you can tell in the fics I read last round- it's a conscious effort to say it the right way, and it had occurred to me that I was too tired the other day to remember. XD I'd been debating whether I should leave it or record the fic again, but I guess I don't have to worry about it. Yay!

What else I need to do: blind_go. I have yet to start that. Meh.

Hmph. Well, now that I've organized my bookmarks (which needed to be done, really, but still), It's almost 1pm. Well... damn. So much for the half hour of sleep and hour of play. -_-

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Tuesday, April 15th, 2008 12:08 pm
verloren1983: (Don't Let Your Mind Wander)
1. The good news is that I finished recording One Thing for [profile] ihikago. The bad news is that my throat was severely suffering for it afterward. Although... the recording doesn't sound bad. By the end I think you can tell my throat was hurting, but it certainly doesn't sound as bad as it felt. I suppose that's a good thing. It needs some SERIOUS editing- you guys really don't need to hear the silences between parts, and me repeating lines sometimes three or four times even, and the swearing when I screwed up yet again- but at least the recording part is done. Next and last in line is Ai's fic... which I'm not even going to think about attempting to do now. But see, that one's about as gen as you can get, so I don't feel that weird about recording when someone else is here and awake. The other two, with the smut? Yeah, not so much. At least I can do the editing of those using headphones and so I can finish those up whenever and it doesn't matter. ^_^;;;;;;;;

I was hoping to not have to use the extension I asked for, but, well.......... the fics are due today, and are not done. -_-

Oh! Just because I fail, that doesn't mean that other people do: Aja recorded Syuusuke no Go, and it's here, and brilliant, and oh so cute. My comment may be a little incoherent, actually, but I'm a little afraid to re-read it now. XD In my defense it was 2am? XDDD

2. Guh, Norton's is being a bitch. >_< STOP THAT!

3. I think I'm working on getting strep throat. -_- Lovely. It's not anything bad yet- you can't even really hear it in my voice, only just slightly- but yeah. We'll have to see what happens, worse comes to worse I go to the doctor and get an antibiotic. But man. DO NOT WANT.

4. Mom is talking about getting a new car again. And how she needs a shitload of money by the end of May. Wha-- I told her my plan was to give her the stimulus money, and you know what I got? "I can't wait that long." ... You know what? I can't afford to give you my tax return money, either. She's like, 'my inspection runs out at the end of May!' That happens to come at a really, really bad time, because my trip is in May. Which I've already asked for the time off for. So... no dice. What kills me is, it sounds like she's planning on getting a NEW car. Um... no? I'm not giving up my trip so you can buy a fucking new car. And she acts like it's her way or the highway, but here's the thing: she can't afford to kick me out. So. What the hell is she going to do to me, exactly? I'll give her the stimulus money when I get it in August but that's it, and I can't afford to do anything else. The only reason she's even getting that is because it's extra. It still kind of pisses me off because, yo, $600 is a lot of money- but it's still extra, and I won't miss it if I don't have it. I can't BELIEVE she's expecting me to give her my income tax refund. I had plans for that money before she even got into her accident. So bite me. I'm... really going to dig my heels in about this one. I don't care about the Stimulus money, she can have that. She's not getting my taxes. Period. This is... going to cause major problems, I know it. It's not going to be pleasant around my house. But I'm not giving in this time. I'm just not. It's not like that time when I was still working at Thatcher's and she would take my entire paycheck (two weeks worth, by the way, as we only got paid every other week there). NOT HAPPENING.

5. It's almost 12:30, I suppose I should get in the shower. Meh. Stef will be here at 1. The good part is, we're going to go pick up the stuff I ordered from Walmart. ^_^ Alright, I guess I'm going. Later!

**Edited for minor spelling errors and such, because apparently posting right after waking up isn't a good idea. XD**

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Saturday, April 12th, 2008 02:27 pm
verloren1983: (Apathy)
1. Jet- got your postcard today. <3 Unfortunately they put a big sticker right over the left side of where you'd written, but luckily it was easily removable without destroying the postcard. ^_^

2. Sort of asked for an extension on [profile] ihikago, in a half assed way. Like, 'if you don't get my podfics on time, don't be surprised' sort of thing. Because... dude, this sore throat I've got is NOT helping. I've had worse, but still, the thought of sitting down to record is enough to make me want to cry right now. I've got to be a bit more consistent with the vitamin c and zinc, I think. This cold is kicking my ass already and it's not even doing much of anything yet. ^_^;;;;

3. I need to be writing. I still have a grand total of NOTHING for [community profile] blind_go. Not even a bunny. I... think it may be time to start freaking just a little bit. XD At the very least, I need to finish the bit that's in my head (the last resort fic), because at least then I'd have that. Plus I don't really want it in my brain anymore. XD And that will hopefully leave room in there for the blind_go fic to form. ^_^

4. Work called. They wanted me to come in early, because there's no one in the lab, again. I don't know whether Katie called in again or whether she left early, but... gah. I know she's leaving, but she can't be pulling this bullshit. Because then she fucks ME over- and that's not cool.

*sigh* Well, it's quarter of, I guess I should shut down the computer and everything so I can go to work. Besides, my computer's being pissy. XD Later all!

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Saturday, April 5th, 2008 01:59 pm
verloren1983: (Biology)
1. I should post the recent [community profile] blind_go chat drabbles to the writing journal. And the kink meme stuff. I'm still working on those. *sigh* Not now, but... maybe later.

2. I think I'm working on getting sick. My throat feels funny and it hurts a little bit to swallow. Fantastic. I'm taking zinc and vitamin c when I remember, though, so maybe it won't be too bad? XDDD This... does not bode well for [profile] ihikago, however. <_< But it also might explain why I've been so god damn tired lately.

3. Katie (the morning photo person on Saturdays) apparently called in. Fucking great. I don't wanna go to work. -_- When I get in I'm going to have to start up the whole lab, do everybody's film that's been sitting there since I left last night, customers are going to be bitchy... and my lovely coworkers were probably telling people I'd have everything done by 4pm. Um... no? When the machine doesn't get booted up at its normal time, it's wicked slow: meaning, it'll be 4pm by the time I even get the machine running. Pictures... will not be done. *sigh* They apparently wanted me to go in early, but considering that it's now a little after two, I don't think that's happening. They called my phone at like.. 9am. What the hell? At 9am I'm SLEEPING. Not gonna hear the phone, I promise.

4. *back twinges* Oh jeez. I hope to hell that's not cramps. Then again, the timing on that would be astronomically bad, so knowing my body, it probably is. *sighs and takes Pamprin along with the zinc and vitamin c, packs a heating patch and pad in work bag just in case*

*Note to self: Need to buy more pads.

Okay. Well I should probably go get dressed for work and everything (ugh), but I'll see you guys later. With any luck I'll be able to get a little bit of writing done. Hope everyone else has a good day~

*EDIT** Gah, I forgot about the damn question meme -again-. FAIL. I have one question I'm still stuck on- I'll try to think about it and post the answers tonight. XD

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Sunday, March 30th, 2008 02:05 pm
verloren1983: (Apathy)
Wow. [community profile] blind_go chat this round like... never ends. It's a little scary, but kind of fun too. XD

Don't want to go to work. *whines* Work was sucky yesterday. Co-workers were all pissy... and I ended up ringing a good portion of the night even though I was busy in photo, just because the boss screwed us over on hours and Mary didn't want to ring after the ringer left at 7. *twitch* Can we skip the drama, please? And Kerry, please, PLEASE stop fucking us over. I know you don't give a shit if you're not here- but scheduling everyone for the morning when you're here and then leaving the night shift high and dry? SO NOT COOL.

I need to be able to work on [profile] ihikago. Guh. But... living with two other people makes it difficult, if not impossible. One person or other is always trying to sleep. >_<

Aaaand my computer's being pissy. Grr. Right on time. Okay, I'm going to go shut Oishi down. I need to find something clean to wear to work anyway. XD

Oh, the answers to the meme are coming, I promise. I'm just having trouble with a couple of them. XD

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Tuesday, March 25th, 2008 04:46 pm
verloren1983: (Dancing (Hikaru No Go))
1. As far as the state of my body... my back is feeling better. Not 100% by any means, but I no longer feel like I'm going to die from pain. That's a good thing, right? ^_^;;; And I still have no idea what's going on with the rest of it.

2. It figures that when I need to be recording for [profile] ihikago, Kelly decides she's going to start sleeping in the bedroom again after sleeping in the living room for MONTHS. -_- That's just my life, I guess. XD

3. Need to get in the shower. Ugh. But I'm still craving Chinese food really badly and haven't had it, so I want to go get some. ^_^ Also... I'm thinking about a trip to the bad place. XD I've now lost count of how many times people have talked to me about DDR... I'm thinking maybe I should check it out? Of course, the problem with this is that I'd need the pad and the game. Meh. We'll see how much it is and go from there- if Game Crazy even has both. I can always get it online too, if I have to, but I figure while I'm going over that way anyway, I might as well look. ^_^

4. New layout for spring. Still the Expressive style, which I happen to really like, but much brighter. ^_^ The only thing I don't like is that it turns out I can't change the color of that damn yellow bar on the sticky post. ajkldjsakl. *stares at it* Well........ I suppose it isn't THAT bad. At least it's not pink. XD

5. I think I have an idea for [community profile] blind_go, possibly. Problem is... it seems like a drabbly thing and NOT at least 500 words worth. Dammit.

6. *blinks* Why do I have separate tags for "games" and "gaming"??? Okay, yeah, random, but still. O_o

Mmkay. Now that I've had this sitting here for AGES, I think it's time to go and actually get some food. XD

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Saturday, March 22nd, 2008 01:33 pm
verloren1983: (What the Fuck)
I have so much reading to catch up on. Guh. And recording for [livejournal.com profile] ihikago ? What's that? XD

Haven't been doing to well on the "on time" thing in the past week. My direct supervisor was a chicken shit about it and asked the store manager to talk to me about it.... jeez. You know, if you have a problem with me, just freaking tell me, okay? Don't go behind my back and do that shit. Not to mention that it pisses me off that everybody else can do whatever the fuck they want, but I'm late a couple of days in one week and all of a sudden it's an emergency. Bastards. I'm not saying I don't need to be on time. Of course I'm in the wrong here and they had every right to call me on it, but... when Heather can randomly come in an hour late (and beyond) and nothing gets said... but I get in trouble for walking in fifteen minutes late, after calling and telling them I was going to be late... something's fucked up there, you know?

I found this to be terribly amusing... although my sister got the same result, so I have to wonder if maybe it's something to do with the sound on my computer?
You are a dog
Or maybe you are a mosquito, you certainly can't be human.

The highest pitched ultrasonic mosquito ringtone that I can hear is 21.1kHz
Find out which ultrasonic ringtones you can hear!
I kind of want Chinese, but I'm not sure whether I want to bother getting it. Meh. -_- I need to decide, though, because I've got to be to work in a little more than an hour.

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Monday, March 17th, 2008 06:13 am
verloren1983: (Irish)
Happy St. Patrick's Day! ^_^

I really need to change the cat box and go to bed... you know, instead of playing around on the computer. The good news is that I recorded the first two parts of "One Thing"... which will need severe editing later, if not total re-recording, but whatever. I'm also trying really hard to resist the urge to go and remake all those icons I've been meaning to and haven't gotten around to yet. ^_^;;;; As it is, the current "Irish" one got a makeover... whoops? XD

In the meantime, I've posted the drabble that didn't make the cut for [profile] subrosa_tennis- in both the original Hikago version and the edited Tenipuri. Yes, they're both basically the same...  but they ARE different characters so of course it's a little bit different. I just figured... what the hell. I think the Hikago version is stronger, but hey, maybe that's just me. XD

Alright. Definitely need to get going. Ugh.

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Sunday, March 16th, 2008 04:57 am
verloren1983: (Madness)
Er.... yes, more spam, because I'm bored and there's no one to entertain me. XD

I just came to the rather horrific realization that [profile] ihikago is due in a month. Which, okay, sounds like a lot, but it's really not. I at least have "Heat" recorded (it just needs editing- joining and deleting the dead air and whatnot)... but then there's One Thing (wicked long), Reflections By the Koi Pond (definitely need to have a functioning brain for that one)... and possibly Digital Fusion, but we'll see what happens there. And I'm such a freaking perfectionist that I'll spend ages on one section, because I stumbled over one word and therefore have to record that section again. >_< Guh.

In other news... I found my green Irish shirt that I'd been looking for, for St. Patrick's Day on Monday. ^_^ I also found my "Take care of your pussy" t-shirt that I hadn't seen in ages, which, okay, sounds weird but trust me it's cute. XD And some other stuff that was like... "Wow, where the hell has THIS been?"

Which brings me to my decision that I'm going to try to clean my room (closet not included, because that's just... a whole other issue. XD) by the time I go on my next trip. For those of you keeping track, that would be May 18. Now... the chances of this actually happening are about slim and nill, but I can pretend, right?

Yay. My computer's been dragging ass the last few days, but Norton's just did a system scan and it's better now. ^_^

Man. All kinds of crap going down on LJ right now. I'm... I don't know. Thinking it might be a good idea to back up my journals again. I did it during Strikethrough in a fit of paranoia...  but that was what, almost a year ago? (Holy crap. XD) ......and I can't find that program. Dammit. I must've saved it to the hard drive of the broken computer. >_< Anybody know what I'm talking about? It didn't require you to use LJ's backup system, and it saved everything (I want to say it was sort of like a PDF file, but not), including comments. Help?

**EDIT** I found the site. It's a web based program, which would explain why I couldn't find it on my external hard drive. For future reference (because I'm sure to forget later), it's LJBook.

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Thursday, March 6th, 2008 04:28 am
verloren1983: (Akira Snuggles)

If you didn't read all that, and honestly I don't blame you at all if you didn't because I'm sure it's very boring, basically everything sucks and I just want to crawl into bed and stay there until the universe decides to stop fucking with me. And my mother is a horrendous bitch. I think that just about covers it. (Note to self: Stop reading the [community profile] customers_suck posts. It's just making you more depressed because you can relate to so much of that crap.)

Also, computer, stop restarting on me plsthnx. You had rest today. I don't know what your issue is, but god damn it, stop!

On a completely unrelated note, Ebony is so cute when she just walks up to me going *purr~meow*. I had to share. XD

Now, onto a meme! You know, somehow this doesn't surprise me...

I am Rukia!

(Apparently, there are spoilers in the character descriptions that are below the pictures. Fair warning.) Though Bleach is currently pissing me off. Episode 12 won't play sound. I tried some others and they work fine- it's just 12. Gah. Also, I found out that the opening song I hate changes at Episode 26- and I checked that out, and it's a song I like. Thank god. I was frightened for a while there that all of the music was going to suck. XD

And oh my god, I love Karin. XD And... is it just me, or is there a definite Tatsuki/Orihime thing going on there? Maybe just wishful thinking on my part (yay yuri! ^_^), but still. And every time I see Tatsuki on the screen, the first thing that pops into my head is "female Waya". I think it's the hair. XD
verloren1983: (Three Rules to Writing)
1. The weather was GORGEOUS yesterday. Today? Not so much. XD Go figure since I have today off... it's all rainy and gross outside. Ugh.

2. Two of my fics are being read for ihikago. *squees*  I can't ~wait~.

3. I cooked. And it was pretty good! O_O I used one of my new cookbooks to make Ravioli Skillet Lasagna (which has no red meat if you use cheese ravioli, yay! ^_^), plus some changes due to the fact that I don't like spinach and to lower the calorie count a bit. Though maybe next time I'll try adding sausage? It was good, it just seemed like it needed something, and I'm not really sure what.

4. I have roughly 200 words I need to add to my subrosa fic. Guh. And the really shitty part is that even though it's been converted and it does work, I still feel like it was stronger as a Hikago piece. Or maybe I'm just being paranoid. XD At this point it's a choice between either finding the 200 words to add SOMEWHERE or post the current one as Hikago and come up with something new before deadline. As unappealing as the second one is (especially with deadline being in... what, just about ten days I think?), that may be my best option. God damn it.

5. Gah. I need to find my checkbook. The doctor sent me a bill (a small one, like $6 and change or something, so I'm not really that worried about it), and I need to actually pay the damn thing. I don't want to send money, especially change in the mail. But do you think I can find my checkbook anywhere? Of course not. >_< Fail, Ver, epic fail. Although... holy crap, I just found a Matchbox 20 CD and a Barenaked Ladies CD underneath a garbage bag. Random. O_o (The CD's are "Yourself or Someone Like You" and "Stunt", respectively, in case anyone's interested. ^_^;;;) And a dollar. Woot! Unfortunately, though, none of these are helping me find my god damn checkbook any faster. See, guys, this is what happens when you don't use things- they get themselves lost and so you can't find them when you need them.

*It only took an hour of tearing my room apart (*rolls eyes*), but I finally found the stupid thing. *writes the check and tucks the checkbook away in the drawer with her important paperwork* ^_^;;;;;

Oh holy hell, it's almost 5am. And I'm going out with Stef in the afternoon. And I've got to clean off my bed now so I can sleep in it. *twitchtwitch*

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Saturday, March 1st, 2008 07:31 am
verloren1983: (*Blush*)
Guh. Firefox is being a giant bitch. >_< *hates*

1. As predicted, I found my bank card. ...in my bed. No idea how that happened, but whatever. XDDD

2. I was way too tired to be trying to record [profile] ihikago stuff, but I tried anyway. On the upside: "Heat" is done. On the downside... that's the shortest fic, and at just under 1k, it took me nearly two hours and FOURTEEN separate sections in Audacity (not even counting all the ones I deleted when I screwed up). I'll have to go through and do edits later, but... yipes. I'd wanted to try starting something else, but then I fell asleep for longer than I meant to and now mom should be home any minute. Not trying to record (especially porn) with my mother in the next room when I know there's a possibility she might hear me. Just... not happening. Just as well, I guess, I'm still exhausted.

3. I really need to try to get up early and pull out the fic to convert for [profile] subrosa_tennis. And figure out how the hell I'm going to double its size. Meh.

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Tuesday, February 26th, 2008 02:57 pm
verloren1983: (Bad Girl)
I had a whole long entry typed up yesterday, but then Abiword decided to be a bitch and close, and I lost the whole thing, and I didn't have time to retype it before work. Meh. So let's just do a summary, shall we?

1.[info]subrosa_tennis... guh. I have a ficlet that I can use, but it's about half the required minimum length. Then again, I originally wrote it for Hikago with the thought that I could convert it and use it for subrosa if I had to (which is why I didn't go ahead and post it)... so it may lose some of that length with the conversion, I don't know yet. But right now that's all I've got unless I use the fic I never finished from last time, but I don't think I can finish that by the due date. And... that fic requires me to be in a certain mood. I... can't work on it right now. Meh. *is screwed*
2. Kink Meme. No joke, I have a list of 10 prompts on that thing that I want to write. Will I get to all of them? Probably not. But I can start, particularly with the ones that haven't gotten responses to yet. I've already done 1 1/2... (I say one half because one of them was... hardly worth mentioning, really. XD)

1. What on EARTH possessed me to sign up for (possibly) FOUR fics in [profile] ihikago? Okay, granted, one of them may not end up happening depending on whether Akichan finishes it or not, but still. And TWO of them are smut. Just... kill me now.
2.[info]aiwritingfic: I apologize profusely in advance for what my Americanized pronunciations will do to your fic. I'm sure that I'll mess that up horribly... please don't kill me? D:

1. Okay. Guys. You know I love you, right? And I know Hikago fen tend to be a bit lazy... but guys. Seriously. Prompts are great, but we also need people writing them, too. There's a bunch of unanswered prompts there, and some of them are really awesome. Hence why I want to write so many of them. (Some of them are a little scary too, but to each's own, I guess...) So... please write? *gives everyone puppy eyes* It doesn't even have to be anything long, a drabble will do for some of them, just answer the prompt. Please? *begs prettily*
2. Remind me next time I do something like this that there really are some things I don't want to see appear in my inbox. <_< I'm pretty open when it comes to kinks (even if I wouldn't ever do it myself), but even I have my limits. If I do something like this again and say it's a free for all, please hit me very hard in the head. XD

Becoming An Adult

1. I hate doing my taxes. Luckily I make crap so I can do them online for free, but still. The federal isn't so much of a big deal. State income taxes, however, are a bitch. At least New York state is. >_< Bastards. On the upside, that's done except for when they e-mail me to tell me that they accepted my forms, I've got to print out a form and sign it to send to them. Which isn't so much of a big deal, so whatever.
2. Applying for a credit card shouldn't be that big of a deal, right? I mean, I'm 24. Time to join the adult world of credit card debt. XDDD No, seriously, I need to start building up my credit. I have NONE. Which, really, is just as bad as having bad credit. And I don't want to run into any situations again like when I visited Akichan and they wouldn't let me use my combination debit/credit card. Bastards. I had all of two dollars and some odd change when I got home. XD Which... really kind of sucked, and I'd like to prevent that from happening again if at all possible. I'm not planning on doing anything stupid with it, just small items and emergencies and whatnot. So why am I so nervous about this?
3. Need to clean my room, desperately. But it's a huge project and I don't want to. <_<
4. The cookbooks I ordered came in yesterday. YAY! *cheers*

1. I started going through the aarinfantasy stuff again. I was scared, after what happened last time (Boku no Pico... *shudders*), but I started with Sukisyo... it seems cute and interesting so far, and I'm about halfway through the series. I'd say... chances are, if you like Gravitation, you'll probably like this. It's shounen-ai and not yaoi from what I can see at the moment, unless something changes between episode 8 and 13. XDDD
2. I should work more on Bleach. Honestly. But I think I'll go back to bed for a while first. Mom decided to wake me up at noon when I didn't even get to bed until 6:30. -_-

Er... this ended up being way longer than I planned. Sorry guys. XD I promise I'm shutting up now. ^_^;;;;;;;;;

**EDIT** They rejected my credit card application, so I guess I don't have to worry about it. This is totally a Catch-22 here: I can't get a credit card/loan/anything because I don't have credit. But I can't get credit without a credit card/loan/anything. How does this make any sense?


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