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Tuesday, April 5th, 2011 04:53 am
verloren1983: (Crazy Butterfly)
☁ I signed up for that class- which is both exciting and terrifying all at the same time. I was an idiot and hit the wrong button on the payment, though, so I'll have to send them a check. Annoying, but not a huge deal, thankfully.

☁ Asked for a couple of extra days off near the end of the month- a little four day mini-vacation. I desperately need it. Maybe it'll let me decompress a bit. I'm hoping to get some cleaning done somewhere in there, too.

☁ OH, speaking of work, I have to share this. The uniform shirts for work are smaller than standard shirts- you have to go up at least one size. So I've been wearing a 3x ever since they rolled these things out, right? It finally occurred to me the other day that I should probably get at least one smaller shirt, because the old ones? Are halfway to my knees now. It's a little ridiculous. I got Kerry to give me a new shirt, which turned out to be an XL. Which fucking FIT. It's tighter around the middle than I'm entirely comfortable with, but that's how the 3x used to be too (and I had refused to go up to a 4, heh.) And also I got told "It looks fine, stop it." XDDD

☁ In other news, my father called Kelly on Sunday. She'd written him a letter back in August, which I'd honestly forgotten about, so he called and left a voicemail. Weird. The whole thing is just... very weird to me. I'm happy for her- she's nervous, but if it's a relationship she wants to pursue, she should. As long as no one tries to get me involved, if this is what she wants, then good for her. I feel kind of... strangely detached from it, I guess? Though I suppose it's not so strange because it wasn't me he called. So I don't really get to have feelings about that. I just... don't even think about him that much anymore. He hasn't been a part of my life for a very long time- he barely registers as a blip on my radar now. I won't say that I don't care about anything relating to him at all- if I didn't care, then I would be able to forgive him for everything, because why would it matter? But I can't. I understand why he left. God, do I understand why he left. But I can't forgive the way he just disappeared the way he did. How he left Kelly and I with our mother KNOWING what she was like and just leaving us to fend for ourselves. He was a COWARD and abandoned us in hell... so no, I can't forgive that. While I wouldn't wish anything like death on him, I hope it's something that he thinks about every day. I hope he regrets it every. Single. Day.

☁ Put in a reserve for Hikaru at an RP that will be opening in a few days called Camp Candy. (Just the name is perfect for him, at any rate! :3) He'd probably be the easiest to start with, so I'm going to do that and go from there. The best part is that they allow AU versions of characters, so I think I can bring SW!Al there if I choose to. Later. After I figure out whether the RP is working for me or not. I've never joined an LJ RP all by myself without knowing anybody there before. I'm kind of nervous. XD

☁ Go shoeless today: One Day Without Shoes
verloren1983: (My Own Little World)
-Work has been eating me alive, so I haven't really had the energy to write. Last week was HELL- this week seems to be a -little- better, at least, I'm just hoping it continues that way. Last week I ended up putting in overtime. This week the drama is that we're apparently not getting shipments from the outlab that we're supposed to- but that outlab is telling the customers that we have the orders when we don't. And it's not just one day's shipment, this is three different customers with three different orders on three different days. Different WEEKS, even. Isn't that fun, they're starting on the Christmas bullshit early. JOY.

-The holiday card post should be up soon, I'm just... trying to figure out what the hell I'm doing with that. I may have to just give up on creativity this time around and just send cards. :(

-Still haven't sent that message back, still procrastinating. Urgh. It's not like I don't know WHY I'm procrastinating... I'm afraid. Point blank. She's probably lost interest by now, meh.

-I read an article today about how a breast cancer survivor who'd had a mastectomy was forced to show the TSA person her prosthetic. Seriously, TSA? That's DISGUSTING. There's stories of them messing with medical equipment, too. This on top of the new screenings... yeah, suddenly I'm glad I rarely fly. Jeez. If the choice comes down to either getting molested or having an x-ray picture taken of me that shows WAY too much detail for comfort... I honestly don't know what I'd say, aside from "O_O MEEP!" It's absolutely humiliating. And while I've never had a problem with Obama before, I take issue with him going "Yeah, it's necessary, deal with it." When he doesn't have to. He'd probably feel differently if he had to watch his wife or one of his daughters put through that, hmm?

I don't know what the answer is here, but this is definitely going too far. This is humiliating people on the million to one chance that they have a bomb in their underwear or something. We've given up entirely too many freedoms already, this is just... the icing on the cake, really. I shouldn't have to be forced to let a stranger get to third base just to get on a fucking plane. The new system is BEGGING for abuse, and it's already happening and it hasn't even been a full month yet I don't think. There's a line between being reasonably cautious and being unreasonably paranoid, and I don't think there's any question now that they're well over the line. Fear is taking over now. This isn't good.

-My mother has apparently decided that she's not talking to me, which is pretty much the most hysterical thing ever, because it means that she thinks that this show of extreme immaturity is actually some kind of punishment for whatever horrible offense I've supposedly committed this time. She doesn't get that this is what I -want-. I want her to leave me the hell alone. But whatever, I'll take the amusement while she's offering it. Probably won't last long.

-Messed up with SW. Again. Never actually responded to the post like I was supposed to, and then I've been completely and utterly inactive. Meh. I know this is probably going to sound horrible, but with work being what it's been lately, and the holidays coming up so it's going to be all that much worse... I can't really bring myself to care all that much at the moment. I'm too freaking exhausted to care. So it's probably a good thing. Maybe I'll think about it again after the holidays, but as I said before, I also have to consider that this will be twice now that I've left, and apping the same character three times at the SAME GAME is a little ridiculous. :/

-I've been playing a lot of Sims 3 the last couple of days. I had the Sim lifespan set pretty short, and I realized quite unpleasantly that this is nowhere near enough time to do everything I would like to do... and this is just with Sim!Ver, that's not even including the actual, yanno, story kinds of things in my head. So I've set aging off for now. I at least want to get Ver's lifetime aspiration done with- she's an Investigator, and she needs to solve 35 cases. I think I'm on... 21 or 22? Case stuff isn't difficult, it's really just time consuming. A lot of running around. Most of it is kind of dumb, so I honestly don't think I'll be doing that particular career path again. I mean, okay, most jobs have you staring at a building while your Sim is at work, but still. A lot of the cases are like... stolen garden gnomes and stuff, and Ver is a level 9 investigator. Seriously. I WISH I WAS KIDDING. I want to play with the travel things more, too. At least get a level 1 Visa, dammit. XD We'll see, though, I'm not using the money cheat like I normally do (and that's really the only cheat I use, unless I need something specific). Need to move her out of the current house, though, first. The house she's in is more like a closet. XD Aaaaaaaand now that I've bored everyone to tears with Sims crap... I should probably get going, it's after 6am, and there's work later. *sighs forever*

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Thursday, July 1st, 2010 02:32 pm
verloren1983: (Apathy)
☁ Sleepy. Work, do not want. I really seriously need a vacation.

☁  I went and got measured yesterday. Apparently I fail at measuring myself. The girl there measured me at 40G. So I still went down in band size and up a cup size. *groan* FML.

☁  Original writing stopped. Didn't take long. XDDD Can't say I'm surprised, though. It takes a level of concentration that I'm just not capable of at the moment.

☁  I'm waiting for SW mods to get back to me on some app questions before I continue on with it, but I'm considering journal names. Jumping the gun a little bit, maybe, but eh. Naturally there's a lot of stuff that's taken already, but in the running are take10_give11, meaning_in_pain, and sacrificialgain. Everything else I've tried hasn't been available. XD Probably out of those, the first one would be better. Still plenty of time to come up with something else, though.

Speaking of work, gotta go. See you guys later \o

Edit: Also found out last night that my mom and I actually share a liked movie. O_o Kinda weird. A Beautiful Mind is apparently one of her favorite movies, and I love stuff that fucks with my head. Just... weeeeeeird.
verloren1983: (My Own Little World)
1. So I finally got around to actually sitting down and reading The Lovely Bones, which I've been meaning to do for MONTHS. Even with continually stopping to do something else distracting, it was a quick read. Verdict? Beautifully written, but depressing as hell. When I first saw the movie, I thought that they spent waaay too much time focused on the heaven bit and not enough on the living people bit. The book only reinforces that opinion, really. Heaven, death, is not the point. Life is the point. Horrible things happen, but life continues. Maybe not the way it was before, but it does, it has to for those of us that are left behind. What other choice do we have?

...now, of course, I need to decide what to read next in my pile of "been meaning to read" books. Hmm.

2. FMA manga is done. I... can live with the ending. I don't want to say much more to avoid potentially spoiling people, but... yeah. Roy's ending is a little too neat, though. I think that would be my sole complaint about how things worked out.

3. Speaking of manga, RAWR, where is the Hourou Musuko update? *pokes the mangaka with a stick*

4. Thinking about picking up SW again... though I don't know if it would be with Al. Probably. I miss playing him. Not that I was ever that active, heh. Character squatting FTW? On the upside, it would be a chance to create a not-sucky username for him. The only problem there is that I suck at coming up with clever usernames. Pfft. Also I'm not sure how re-apping would work. *groan* I hate writing apps.

5. Haven't been wearing my claddagh ring recently... it's weird. I have my reasons for it (mostly, I'm just not sure how to wear it at the moment), but it's just... I've been wearing the damn thing so long now that I feel a little naked without it. Problem there is that I don't own any other rings to replace it. Damn my fat fingers. XD

6. Possible TMI territory, but eh. Don't like bra-talk, don't read any further. :P

The band on my bras have been seeming loose, so I borrowed a tape measure and did some measuring. The Good News: My band size IS smaller- I've gone from a 42 to a 38. \o/ The Bad News: My cup size has only gone down an inch... so not nearly enough in comparison to my band size. There's a 10 inch difference between the cup and the band now instead of 7. Which means that I'm not even ON Lane Bryant's chart anymore. The highest they go is 9, which is an H. SOB.

Really, that just means that I need to go get measured properly... at some point. My old bras are still fitting more or less okay, so I'm not terribly worried about it at the moment. But GUH. This is the biggest thing I was afraid of with the losing weight thing, and now it's HAPPENING. If I end up with freakish measurements, I'm NOT going to be a happy camper. You hear that, body? CUT IT OUT. >|


Okay, I have to go get laundry out of the dryer and whatnot, so I'll shut up and stop spamming everyone about stupid stuff. For now. ^^;;;

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Sunday, April 19th, 2009 01:41 pm
verloren1983: (Aww Crap)
1. Computer's been restarting A LOT lately. This combined with firefox crashing quite often does not make for a happy Ver. It also does not make for easy tagging. Meh.

2. Speaking of tagging (well, RP, really...)- don't know if anybody else has seen it, but there's a secret about Matt in rpsecrets. :D I found it amusing. <3

3. I have sent out the last check for the whole hospital thing. So once that gets taken out of my account (*wince*)... I NO LONGER OWE THEM ANY MONEY. \o/ Which means I can start saving for a NEW COMPUTER. SCORE. That being said... most of you know this, but I'm really, really bad at saving money. Well. Small amounts are fine, but anything more than a couple of hundred bucks is more or less impossible for me. I have -zero- impulse control when it comes to certain things. BUT! I may have come up with a solution for this. Every payday, I call and transfer money from my checking to my savings. Preferably before work so I don't spend it in the day. It's automated, so I don't have to freak about talking to someone... and if it's not somewhere I can see it, then I can't spend it. If I'm shopping and try to spend more than what's in my checking account, my card will get declined. Which... yes, would be embarrassing, but it would keep me from spending that shit. The biggest flaw I see in The Plan is that it requires me to actually remember to transfer the money every Thursday. Urgh.

But if this works, I should be able to get a laptop by mid June. \o/ And then more saving for when Aki's planning on coming down here at the end of the summer. :3

4. I'm really, really hating April 20th right now. Two of the shifts at work asked for it off, naturally, because they're potheads- leaving me to work with the store manager and this one idiot cashier all night. -_- I -hate- working with the store manager. It always feels like he's watching everything I do and it's just CREEPY. So thanks, guys. I appreciate that. (For anybody that doesn't know, 4/20 is a pot thing. Like the unofficial holiday for it or whatever.)

5. Writing... has not been happening. FAIL.

6. Naruto: It took 4 episodes to catch my interest, but now I may actually watch it for a while. But I still can't stand whiny Sasuke-fangirl Sakura. <_< Oh, and the OP still sucks. XD

7. Harry Potter: Bunch of news I found out the other day, if anyone hasn't heard:
-Movie 6 got a PG rating. What. The. FUCK. I'm now wondering what the hell they DID to it then to bring it down to PG. O_o
-They -are- putting the epilogue in movie 7. Dammit. I was really hoping they'd skip that. -_-
-Release of movie 6 has been pushed back two days- July 15 instead of July 17. Which makes it a Wednesday and therefore I have it off. :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
-Depsite my reservations, the trailer for movie 6 looks good, so I'm still hoping. ^_^;;; I think... this is going to be even worse than the book in some aspects. Now... I hated canon Draco. But in Half Blood Prince, my heart broke for him. Twice. Once in the scene with Moaning Myrtle in the bathroom, and then on the tower (trying to be as less spoilerish as possible, sorry. ^_^;;;). Now... I don't know if they're actually including Myrtle in the one scene, but they did show him in the bathroom in front of the mirror, and then Draco and Harry fighting. And of course they have to include the tower bit. ^_^;;; But from what I can tell in the trailer, they included both scenes, and just from the trailer... guh. In the book, both scenes made me want to hug Draco. The movie will probably be worse. -_-
verloren1983: (blind_go (Sanity))
1. Caught up with Tales of the Abyss, finally. Now I just have to wait for the last episode to be subbed. *sigh* I was hoping to get it done tonight, but alas...

2. Also found the first four episodes of Chi's Sweet Home 2. It's still cute, though I don't like the new opening song. Can we have the old one back? T_T

3. My body hates me. I'm now officially a cycle late, and today was day 3 of cramps out of nowhere. >_< BAH. I usually only get those the first day, so I don't know what that's about. I'm 25... shouldn't my period have stopped being all multiple personality on me by now? At least I know I'm definitely not pregnant...

4. I have a bunny for [livejournal.com profile] blind_go . Well, sort of. It's a baby bunny. Like this:

    

No idea what direction this is going in, though. It could very well implode on itself. *sigh* Still. It's something! *cheers, works on putting a music playlist together for inspiration~*

5. Speaking of writing, Ai linked this and I think it's totally worth sharing: WRITER'S QUEST!

6. I am...... not resisting the urge to write an RP application for Inui from Prince of Tennis. I'm NOT. <_< Especially when I owe a bunch of tags as it is. >_>

Shoot me now. *headdesk*

7. Work has been fun. So fun I don't even want to talk about it. *groan* One of these days I'll make a giant TL;DR post about it. Maybe. Might just as easily decide it's not worth the effort. -_-

verloren1983: (Sigh)
1. SO not ready to go back to work today. Mentally, physically. Just..... ugh. Still don't feel well, which isn't helping matters any. I'm... really wishing I hadn't let Scott guilt trip me into working Tuesday. I really could've used the extra rest.

2. I'm seriously considering apping Elenor from Suikoden IV as either an Astronomy teacher or Caretaker. A ghost could be fun, but the only spot open is Gryffindor, and she's SO not that. .......someone please talk some sense into me. <_< The whole two of you I think that know Suikoden. XD

3. I have a new computer chair. \o/ And I found out why the old one had gotten so unstable- the metal plate underneath the seat, the one that holds the seat to the bottom? Cracked. Almost all the way. So it's good that I got this now, because I don't know if it would've lasted another week, and whoever was sitting on it at the time (probably me) could've hurt themselves

4. Also got the boxes and customs forms for shipping. Everything fits, yay! Just need bubble wrap. :P Though the bad part is that my mother has been nosing through the boxes and wants to know where I'm shipping and how much it's going to cost. It's none of your god damn business, go away! *flails* Of course I can't SAY that, unfortunately, and it doesn't help when Kelly tells her shit behind my back. -_-

Sometimes? I really want to run away.

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Wednesday, March 11th, 2009 04:25 am
verloren1983: (Evil Laugh)
I'm totally stealing this meme from Bella. Because it amuses me.

It's simple: provide a muse/character name and I will answer the following questions.

[ Now, here are my guidelines. I currently play Alphonse Elric, Shindou Hikaru, and Mitani Yuki at [livejournal.com profile] squarewarts . Because it's a multifandom AU, the answers for those muses won't be the same as they would be for canon based muses. So if you pick one of those three characters, please tell me whether you want canon or SW, okay? If you don't pick either of those three, then you're free to pick any character from a fandom I'm familiar with. (If you're not sure, ask! Though Hikaru no Go, Fullmetal Alchemist, Kingdom Hearts, Harry Potter, and Prince of Tennis are my main fandoms and are your best bets.) ]

The Questions... )

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Saturday, January 24th, 2009 01:55 pm
verloren1983: (Akira Snuggles)
*waves* Hi, flist. How have things been going, you ask? Well...

1. Computer is still good for the moment, and lifted my hiatus on SW. Am considering apping a female character, but I have no idea who I'd app, and I have a hard enough time juggling three characters as it is. (And no, before anybody says anything, I'm NOT apping Hawkeye. Awesome she is, but there's no way I'd be able to pull her off even remotely IC.) So I most likely won't end up doing it anyway.

2. Good sleep. I misses it. Some guys are working on the roof of our apartment complex... and since they start at around 8am-9am... um, yeah. I get woken up. I try to go back to sleep and end up getting woken up again about every 15 minutes to half hour. Yesterday was day three of this bullshit, and I was at work trying my best not to fall asleep. Suuuuuuuuck. It seems they don't work weekends though, so maybe I can catch up on my sleep a little. It was lovely to not be woken up at 9am today. ^_^;;; Still exhausted, though, but a little better.

3. Lovely Complex. I'd heard about it before, and started watching it in the interest of finding something new to make Kelly watch, since unless I force Gravitation on her, I don't have anything new for her to see anime-wise.......... it's brilliant. Honestly. Go watch it. I basically inhaled it, and I'm not that much into shoujo. ^_^;;;;

Now I'm watching Higurashi no Naku Koro ni on a rec. I don't like horror too much (predictable), but I do love getting my head fucked with, so I'm hoping it'll be good.

4. Work is sucking. Meh. I need a vacation.

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Friday, December 5th, 2008 01:23 pm
verloren1983: (Aww Crap)
1. Oh. Guys. I sent out Christmas cards on Wednesday. I'm almost positive I got everyone who asked for one, but if in a few weeks you still don't have it, let me know, okay? ^_^;;;

2. Neeeeed to finish this RP application. *sigh* I don't have the motivation right now. And really, I just have two samples to write, I think. Might be able to do it at work. Maybe. Depends on how busy it is.

3. Also need to go down to the main office. Like, before work. Ugh. Don't want to, but at the same time, that way I can make sure I get my anime. I've read before that you can have stuff sent to the main office if you think you're not going to be home for a package, and they'll sign for it and hold it for you. I just need to double check that it's true, not to mention get an address. I can always do it tomorrow, though, but tomorrow's the last day... *obviously procrastinating*

4. I'm on the other computer right now, which means no sound, but it also means that there's no random restarts and photoshop. I should probably try and get some stuff done in photoshop while this is still plugged in and everything. Things I've been meaning to do. Oh, yeah, and organizing my external drive because it needs it, badly, and this computer actually RECOGNIZES it without any fuss. Speaking of which, I totally need more space. :3

5. Complete crack: Dr. Horrible's Sing Along Blog. Stef made me watch this the other day and it was just... brilliant. Fucking brilliant. Also insane, but whatever.


Meep. I need to go do stuff. Later!
verloren1983: (Tiger)
1. Tales of the Abyss 7- God, Luke is annoying. Instead of getting better, he's getting WORSE. >_< It wouldn't be so bad if he wasn't THE main character, but he is... gah. *stabbity*

I have some suspicions about what's going on, though. I don't think Van is who Luke thinks he is. And obviously there's something going on with Asch, but I'll keep my thoughts on that to myself for now. ^_^;;;

2. So want to go back to sleep, but can't at this point. Damn work. -_- On the upside, once I get through tonight, I have two days off. Yay.

3. Crack pairings FTW? Al/Sakura is now official in the lj rp I'm in. And yes, that would be Al from FMA and Sakura from Naruto. It's crack and absolutely adorable. Go figure.

4. Because I really have nothing else to say, here's a meme, since all the cool kids are apparently doing it:




Ver's Dewey Decimal Section:

901 Philosophy & theory

Ver's birthday: 9/18/1983 = 918+1983 = 2901


Class:
900 History & Geography


Contains:
Travel, biographies, ancient history, and histories of continents.



What it says about you:
You're connected to your past and value the things that have happened to you. You've had some conflicted times in your life, but they've brought you to where you are today and you don't ignore it.

Find your Dewey Decimal Section at Spacefem.com

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Sunday, August 31st, 2008 02:26 pm
verloren1983: (Akira Bliss)
1. New LJ RP. This should be interesting. Need some Mitani icons...

2. Sivu- I don't know when your letter arrived, but I didn't find out about it until yesterday. I LOVE YOU. <333

3. Work still sucks, predictably. God, has it really only been three months since my last vacation? *sigh*

4. Tired. And my head hurts like a son of a bitch. And I have to be at work in about 20 minutes. *double sigh*

5. Subrosa? What's subrosa? Better yet, what's blind_go? Certainly not anything I'm supposed to be writing, right? XDDD

Guh. Need to get dressed. See you guys later. <3

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Tuesday, August 26th, 2008 04:05 am
verloren1983: (Akira Snuggles)
1. Work sucks.

2. New co-worker is... kind of irritating. I thought she'd be cool at first, but the more shifts I work with her... *sigh* She'll take a bathroom break and be gone fifteen minutes. Same for a 'smoke break'. She does this at least 3 or four times in a 7 hour shift... this isn't even including her half hour break. Whatever happened to the idea that smokers don't get more break time than people who don't smoke? *baffled*

I could get over, that, really. It's not that huge of a deal. What really pisses me off is that she tries to excuse her own (bad) behavior with "Oh, I had a really rough childhood," or "I have low self esteem." Fuck off. You think you're the only person who wasn't brought up in the model family? You're an adult. Grow up and take responsibility for your own actions. Yes, I'm fat too, but do you see me blaming my weight on the fact that my dad walked out, or that my mother is Satan? No. I'm fat because I eat badly and I spend my life sitting in front of the computer, and I'm too lazy to change that. Bottom line. I have watched this girl. She's constantly eating- candy, chips, cookies, you name it. On an average shift she'll consume AT LEAST 1,000-1,500 calories (not on her break- I don't see what she eats on her break)... and just think, that's only when she's at work, she's probably even worse at home! Holy crap. Like I said, I'm fat too. I don't have any right to say anything to anybody about that aspect of it. I'm just talking about taking some god damn personal responsibility. You're not fat because you had a bad childhood, you're fat because you eat like a cow. This is the same girl who's intending to get a lap band to lose weight- not as serious as a gastric bypass, but an invasive surgery nonetheless- and when told she didn't have the proper documentation (6 months of attempting to lose weight with a doctor's supervision), her response was, "I don't have that stuff. I had a bad childhood!" ...what the fuck does that have to do with anything? Either you do it or you don't. That's it. Clearly you can't be taken seriously if you're just going to make excuses as to why you're not doing what you're supposed to be doing. *snort* If you want to make your stomach smaller to control your eating habits because YOU can't, there's an issue there, and you need therapy, not a god damn rubber band on your stomach. </rant>

3. Picking up Death Note back up after a bit of a break, since Akichan was teasing me about being on her second watch of it and is still ahead of me. XD The anime... moves a lot faster than the manga. Right now either way is good, but it'll probably be a godsend from about volume 7 on in the manga. 7-12 dragged a bit. XD

4. I'm thinking about joining an LJ RP comm, since the only one I'm involved in is dead. I'm looking for something that's active and multi-fandom, and obviously it would have to be accepting applications. Anybody have any suggestions?

Alright. I need to finish this episode and go to bed. I have things to do tomorrow. ^_^

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Sunday, January 27th, 2008 01:37 pm
verloren1983: (Fail)
Geez, shouldn't I be working on [profile] subrosa_tennis? Gah. The muses there just aren't cooperating with me at ALL. They're totally being overshadowed by the Hikaru No Go muses. Particularly Hikaru, who's been getting A LOT of attention lately through various different things. He quite enjoys the journal aspect- he can talk for himself instead of through me and he loves that. ^_^;;;

It's not just subrosa, though, I haven't been writing at all. -_- Not a good thing really. I need to fix that. So many things I still owe! And subrosa! And, you know, I'd like to get my [community profile] blind_go round three reward drabbles done before round 5 appears. (Is it going to be round 5? Or does the fanart round count as 5? Well, whatever. XD) Man. *pokes muses*

Maaya got to see first hand last night why I have trouble plotting- I'm so ADD that I'll be trying and get continually distracted. XDDD "And then- oooh look, shiny thing! *wanders off*" On the other hand... PLOT. Wheee!

On that note, I've been craving Chinese wicked bad since yesterday, so I think I'm going to go get some. <3
verloren1983: (Wiggle)
Yeah, okay, I've been slacking on the journaling. Um... whoops? XD

Monday at work was hell. -_- Several people dropping off 10+ rolls of film at a time... what the hell? I had this one guy drop of 17 rolls AND 350 digital prints. What the fuck is wrong with people? >_< I didn't even get a break, so I closed down the lab as fast as I could and booked it out of there a half an hour early. Fuck it. But yeah, I came home and just melted into the couch for a bit. XD It helped.

Hikaru's icons are maxed out already. XDDD 15 is... ohmygodsolittle. And I still didn't get quite the expression I wanted for one of them... I think I'm going to have to watch the series again so I can get icon bases. Meh.

I haz waterproof boots. Yay! *cheers* I also got some plain t-shirts for work (5-6 dollars each. Can't go wrong there, and I wreck stuff so fast at work because of chemicals and stuff, I'm constantly needing new shirts), a few movies (including Harry Potter 5, which somehow I hadn't purchased yet), and some extra styluses for my DS, and a new mousepad (tiger, rawr!)... damage for the day was around $120. Not bad at all! ^_^ Especially considering that's how much I was expecting to spend just on the boots. XD

Still can't believe about Heath Ledger's death. I mean... wow. Such a talent, and he was only four years older than I am. I'm still totally shocked about that... He's one of those actors that's just... guh. I saw Brothers Grimm just because he was in it, you know? And now he's gone and that's just fucking depressing. Who will top my list of "I'd go straight for ________" now? XDDD (Okay, it might sound like I'm being a bitch and making fun of this, I'm really not. I promise. It's just 3:30am and I'm freaking tired and probably not coming across the right way.)

I should go to the grocery store. We need cat food. It would also give me a chance to break in those boots a little... but it's really, really late and all I want to do right now is go to bed. Meh. Maybe I can get away with going when I wake up? XDDD

And finally, in RPland, we now have Isumi (all important ^_^), Ogata, Ashiwara, and Saeki. Whee! <3

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Monday, January 21st, 2008 04:12 am
verloren1983: (Aww Crap)
*yawn* I need to go to bed. Really.

I'm quite obviously insane, because I actually let [personal profile] akira_chan talk me into signing up for [profile] gogo_igo... as Hikaru. Note that I've never done RP in LJ format before... I'm going to die. >_< At any rate, anyone wanting to see my epic fail can go to Hikaru's journal at [profile] happygoban5. Yes, I know the name is stupid, but everything else I tried was taken already. XD

Owwwww my head hurts. XD In other news that you guys don't care about... I still have yet to get my period. I'm also hungry.

......can you tell it's really late and I need to be in bed? Oh, only a little? XDDD Yeah, I'm going to go pass out now. May or may not be online before work. XD

Um, whoops?

Friday, January 4th, 2008 07:59 am
verloren1983: (Fail)
My computer is having issues today. >_< It keeps doing the restarting thing, and just... guh.

Did I mention that I actually got one of the letter drabbles done? Well... okay, that's only partially true. What I'm going to be sending out is done. However, there will be more, because the characters involved aren't done playing in this particular universe yet. ^_^;;; Even if there's not many people that would be interested in it, I don't think... ah well. XD

Oh, I got something of a bunny for another prompt I owe, only... er... it's probably not what the person had in mind. At all. Okay, [personal profile] sivullinen... I'm talking about your request for Kaga/Tsutsui genderswitch... this is definitely going to be angst. If that's not okay, I can not put your name on it and write something else later that's not angst. It's probably going to be at least a few days, maybe even a week before I finish/post it, so let me know, okay? <3


And... I totally just crashed in the middle of RP. I'd known I was tired, but... wow. And I was asleep for three hours. >_< Think I might've freaked out akichan just a little... I've never crashed on her before. Man. So not cool.

I need to go to bed for real, though... see you guys later!

Meh

Thursday, December 6th, 2007 06:05 am
verloren1983: (Bad Girl)
-I ended up putting an Adult Concepts filter on the writing journal. Even though it's on a friends only basis anyway, and I don't believe there's anyone under 14 on that list so it doesn't really affect anyone anyway (at least, I hope to hell there's not)... it just makes me feel better. XD

-Ugh. Fell asleep on the couch for a few hours and just now woke up. Which means, quite effectively, that I didn't do laundry. No laundry=no clean clothes for work. Fail fail fail. Maybe I can get up early and do a few things at least, but I'm not going to hold my breath.

-Went out to the Chinese buffet with Mom for lunch today. Which is unimportant, really, but they were giving out these wall scrolls along with the bill, right? So we took it home, and I opened the box when we got there because I was curious...

...It's a half naked woman. XD Beautiful, I'll give them that, but it's nothing I can actually hang up on my wall or anything. Go figure. I just started laughing when I unrolled it, seriously.

-Random: Apparently Ryoma from PoT is bigger than Kaga from Hikago. *blinks* I dunno, ask Akichan. Or, more accurately, ask girl!Ed (FMA), as she's been with both of them and she's the one who made the observation in the first place. XD It amuses me greatly. My absolute first thought when she came out with that in RP was "Oh my god, Kaga would DIE if he knew." However, he still holds the record in this particular RP for most climaxes given in one session, so he can kinda shut up about that. XDDD

-Finally gave in and turned the heat on in my room, because it was freaking freezing in here and I couldn't take it anymore. Now it's all nice and comfortable. ^_^

-Another meme. Here we go:

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