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verloren1983) wrote2007-12-29 11:51 pm
verloren1983) wrote2007-12-29 11:51 pm
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1. Now I'm really kind of glad I didn't end up writing sivullinen's first ![[community profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png)
fifthmus request, which I'd considered- [Unknown site tag]tarigwaemir wrote it way better than I ever could. *dies* I want to be able to write like that. Honestly. The thing is, I'm mostly a dialogue type person, in both life and in writing... I don't do the deep introspective pieces that make people go "wow". I make them laugh usually, and occasionally I'll get some keyboard smashing or a squee, but... *sigh* And no, I'm not fishing for comments or anything here, it's just... something I need to work on, and I know that. Being aware of your own faults is a good thing, right? XD
2. Now that the holidays are over, I'm starting to look at the things that I owe again- in particular, one of the letter "drabbles" that I'd been working on before. Which is SO no longer a drabble. We're approaching 500 words now and so not done yet. <_< Let's just say there's a character that's been feeling kind of neglected lately and he wants to play. XD *pets him*
3. I think there's only two or three fics left and then I'm caught up on fifthmus. At least until tomorrow. Yay! And... erm... I should probably respond to comments on my own at some point. Yesh. I should do that tonight, actually. *nods*
4. My sister kills me. She waits until almost midnight to tell me that we don't have any cat food. GUH. >_< Not to mention that she was being a complete bitch earlier. *stabs at her* I love how I'm supposed to drop everything when she randomly decides she wants to hang out, but if we have plans and her boyfriend calls, I get ditched. Lately it's been an issue almost whenever I've been rp-ing with Akichan. My sister's response to this? "Well, I had you first, so she can wait." Er... WHAT? I can't stand how her rules apply to everyone else but her, and it's really been pissing me off lately. No, I'm not going to drop everything for you, any more than you would do that for me. I can't believe you even expect that of me. Just because I don't have a boyfriend doesn't mean I don't have a social life (even if said social life is mostly on the computer), and you can't just swoop in whenever you damn well feel like it. I am not at your fucking beck and call. (Er... can you tell that this pisses me off just a little? XDDD)
5. I've decided I need a list of things that I need to take care of this upcoming year. As soon as possible, actually. All of the major things I need to deal with that have to do with money to some degree or other. Feel free to skip. XD
-Glasses. Since my insurance basically covers a whole new pair every year, might as well. It'll be fairly cheap except for any extra coatings and the copays and whatnot.
-Physical. I haven't had a proper check-up in years. Let's just say... I only go to the doctor when I'm sick? XDDD
-Gyno. I've been once, when I turned 18. I'm 24 now. XDDD Definitely need to see the girlie doctor. *whimpers* As much as I don't want to, because last time it hurt. *whines*
-Bed. I really, really need a new mattress. The one I have is very old and VERY uncomfortable.
-Teeth. First of all, I need to go to the dentist badly- I've been to the gyno more recently than the dentist, if that's any indication of how long it's been. I really need a cleaning and I'm sure that I need fillings, and I have a chip in my front tooth that really really needs to be fixed. Solely for cosmetic purposes because it makes me so fucking self conscious I can't even tell you. All in all, the teeth thing is probably going to be the most expensive venture.
-Bank. I need to pay off my old bank. I need to find out exactly how much I owe them, but whatever. They are stupid and I need to give them money.
-Passport. This one's self explanatory. Especially since starting January, we Americans need a passport to get into Canada (which is the stupidest fucking thing ever, but nevermind)... and that way I have it, on the offchance that I ever actually go to a foreign country. Besides Canada, obviously, because that hardly counts as a foreign country. XD
-Boots. Winter boots. That don't leak. I need them desperately.
-Computer. I should find out what's going on with Isumi. And then possibly get a new computer. Maybe. We'll see.
Boots are number one on the priority list. Then the glasses. Then probably the bank, passport, and bed. Medical stuff aside from the glasses... really not that important. XDDD Or something. Realistically speaking, Isumi is really on the bottom of the priority list. *pets him* I just can't justify spending the money on him when I've got all that other stuff. And of course in the meantime there's the littler things, like groceries and haircuts and video games (<_<) and whatnot. So I don't know.
Okay. It's been almost an hour now. I think I need to go to the grocery store and make sure my damn cat has food. Guh.
**EDIT** I got vanilla ice cream and caramel sauce,aiwritingfic, and it is completely and utterly your fault!
sivullinen's first fifthmus request, which I'd considered- [Unknown site tag]tarigwaemir wrote it way better than I ever could. *dies* I want to be able to write like that. Honestly. The thing is, I'm mostly a dialogue type person, in both life and in writing... I don't do the deep introspective pieces that make people go "wow". I make them laugh usually, and occasionally I'll get some keyboard smashing or a squee, but... *sigh* And no, I'm not fishing for comments or anything here, it's just... something I need to work on, and I know that. Being aware of your own faults is a good thing, right? XD2. Now that the holidays are over, I'm starting to look at the things that I owe again- in particular, one of the letter "drabbles" that I'd been working on before. Which is SO no longer a drabble. We're approaching 500 words now and so not done yet. <_< Let's just say there's a character that's been feeling kind of neglected lately and he wants to play. XD *pets him*
3. I think there's only two or three fics left and then I'm caught up on fifthmus. At least until tomorrow. Yay! And... erm... I should probably respond to comments on my own at some point. Yesh. I should do that tonight, actually. *nods*
4. My sister kills me. She waits until almost midnight to tell me that we don't have any cat food. GUH. >_< Not to mention that she was being a complete bitch earlier. *stabs at her* I love how I'm supposed to drop everything when she randomly decides she wants to hang out, but if we have plans and her boyfriend calls, I get ditched. Lately it's been an issue almost whenever I've been rp-ing with Akichan. My sister's response to this? "Well, I had you first, so she can wait." Er... WHAT? I can't stand how her rules apply to everyone else but her, and it's really been pissing me off lately. No, I'm not going to drop everything for you, any more than you would do that for me. I can't believe you even expect that of me. Just because I don't have a boyfriend doesn't mean I don't have a social life (even if said social life is mostly on the computer), and you can't just swoop in whenever you damn well feel like it. I am not at your fucking beck and call. (Er... can you tell that this pisses me off just a little? XDDD)
5. I've decided I need a list of things that I need to take care of this upcoming year. As soon as possible, actually. All of the major things I need to deal with that have to do with money to some degree or other. Feel free to skip. XD
-Physical. I haven't had a proper check-up in years. Let's just say... I only go to the doctor when I'm sick? XDDD
-Gyno. I've been once, when I turned 18. I'm 24 now. XDDD Definitely need to see the girlie doctor. *whimpers* As much as I don't want to, because last time it hurt. *whines*
-Bed. I really, really need a new mattress. The one I have is very old and VERY uncomfortable.
-Teeth. First of all, I need to go to the dentist badly- I've been to the gyno more recently than the dentist, if that's any indication of how long it's been. I really need a cleaning and I'm sure that I need fillings, and I have a chip in my front tooth that really really needs to be fixed. Solely for cosmetic purposes because it makes me so fucking self conscious I can't even tell you. All in all, the teeth thing is probably going to be the most expensive venture.
-Bank. I need to pay off my old bank. I need to find out exactly how much I owe them, but whatever. They are stupid and I need to give them money.
-Passport. This one's self explanatory. Especially since starting January, we Americans need a passport to get into Canada (which is the stupidest fucking thing ever, but nevermind)... and that way I have it, on the offchance that I ever actually go to a foreign country. Besides Canada, obviously, because that hardly counts as a foreign country. XD
-Computer. I should find out what's going on with Isumi. And then possibly get a new computer. Maybe. We'll see.
Boots are number one on the priority list. Then the glasses. Then probably the bank, passport, and bed. Medical stuff aside from the glasses... really not that important. XDDD Or something. Realistically speaking, Isumi is really on the bottom of the priority list. *pets him* I just can't justify spending the money on him when I've got all that other stuff. And of course in the meantime there's the littler things, like groceries and haircuts and video games (<_<) and whatnot. So I don't know.
Okay. It's been almost an hour now. I think I need to go to the grocery store and make sure my damn cat has food. Guh.
**EDIT** I got vanilla ice cream and caramel sauce,
aiwritingfic, and it is completely and utterly your fault!
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4. I love it when people assume online = not real. >_<
... you know, craving caramel doesn't automatically make it my fault, even if I DID write a fic for that ... ^_^;;; *hides* Oh hush. Doesn't it taste good? ^_^
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Yes, it is your fault. XD And... zomg yes it tastes good. XDDD