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I really should be doing laundry, but pffft. Don't feel like it. I'm also really super tired, but rather than do the intelligent thing and go to bed, I'm just going to bore you all to tears instead. XD
- Been feeling bloaty and icky and exhausted lately, and I have no idea why. Spring is coming- that usually jazzes me up- so I don't know what's going on at the moment. Hrm.
- I realized quite unpleasantly that one of the evil plot bunnies I've been avoiding for MONTHS now (because it's wicked depressing and there's SO many things I could mess up)... could very well end up a multi-chapter fic should I ever give in and write it. BAH. All the more reason to ignore that one. *glares at the bunny*
- Speaking of which, the bunnies have been weirdly active lately. This is good- to a point. It's not exactly helping me to post the backlog of fic, though. XD Also most of them are still things I don't want to write. Stupid bunnies. *grumbles* On the upside, the backlog of fic is decreasing, slowly but surely. Hopefully I should be finished with it sometime in the next year. >_<
- The ten year reunion for my original class is coming up. I've been invited. I didn't graduate with them, mind, but... ugh, ten years, seriously? Where did all that time go? I have no intention of GOING though. There's really... maybe a few people I would like to see, but that's about it, and I don't really think it's worth putting myself through the stress for. I'll admit that a big part of it is a high level of embarrassment on my part. I am certainly nowhere NEAR where I would like to be at this point in my life. Which yes, is kind of a sore point and I don't really feel like explaining to people how I've ended up in the gutter. It's just... bigger things were expected of me. I expected bigger things from me. So I think going to something like a reunion and having to show my general failure would just be torturing myself. If I at least had a date I could bring, that would be immensely better, but alas. Maybe by the time the 20th comes around, I'll not be completely mortified by the thought of having to explain my life to people I knew as a child.
Since Jet wanted them, Suikoden II reactions. Keeping in mind I'm still not that far into it- Jowy has started talking to Kage and acting all suspicious about it. That's way further than I was ever able to get on the emulator, though!:
1. Suikoden games have such pretty music. ^_^ Some pretty annoying music too, I'm not going to lie, but there's a bunch that's just gorgeous.
2. I'm kind of shipping Riou/Jowy already. That's bad, isn't it? <_<
3. Graphics are kind of hysterically bad on an LCD TV. Just saying. Obviously they're not great to begin with- god knows you don't play PSOne games for the pretty- but being that the new TV's pixellate the hell out of everything, it just really looks like crap. Putting it on a 4:3 ratio instead of the standard 16:9 helps, but... yeah. XD
4. Kind of love Nanami so far. <3
5. I'm SO glad I still had my old Suikoden save. I hadn't been completely sure that I did, but it was thankfully on my memory card. Yaaaaay.
6. I don't want to be spoiled, so don't tell me, but akjdlsajdkls what is Jowy DOING?! It's something stupid, I know it is. >_< I had a bad feeling when he got that Rune...
- Been feeling bloaty and icky and exhausted lately, and I have no idea why. Spring is coming- that usually jazzes me up- so I don't know what's going on at the moment. Hrm.
- I realized quite unpleasantly that one of the evil plot bunnies I've been avoiding for MONTHS now (because it's wicked depressing and there's SO many things I could mess up)... could very well end up a multi-chapter fic should I ever give in and write it. BAH. All the more reason to ignore that one. *glares at the bunny*
- Speaking of which, the bunnies have been weirdly active lately. This is good- to a point. It's not exactly helping me to post the backlog of fic, though. XD Also most of them are still things I don't want to write. Stupid bunnies. *grumbles* On the upside, the backlog of fic is decreasing, slowly but surely. Hopefully I should be finished with it sometime in the next year. >_<
- The ten year reunion for my original class is coming up. I've been invited. I didn't graduate with them, mind, but... ugh, ten years, seriously? Where did all that time go? I have no intention of GOING though. There's really... maybe a few people I would like to see, but that's about it, and I don't really think it's worth putting myself through the stress for. I'll admit that a big part of it is a high level of embarrassment on my part. I am certainly nowhere NEAR where I would like to be at this point in my life. Which yes, is kind of a sore point and I don't really feel like explaining to people how I've ended up in the gutter. It's just... bigger things were expected of me. I expected bigger things from me. So I think going to something like a reunion and having to show my general failure would just be torturing myself. If I at least had a date I could bring, that would be immensely better, but alas. Maybe by the time the 20th comes around, I'll not be completely mortified by the thought of having to explain my life to people I knew as a child.
Since Jet wanted them, Suikoden II reactions. Keeping in mind I'm still not that far into it- Jowy has started talking to Kage and acting all suspicious about it. That's way further than I was ever able to get on the emulator, though!:
1. Suikoden games have such pretty music. ^_^ Some pretty annoying music too, I'm not going to lie, but there's a bunch that's just gorgeous.
2. I'm kind of shipping Riou/Jowy already. That's bad, isn't it? <_<
3. Graphics are kind of hysterically bad on an LCD TV. Just saying. Obviously they're not great to begin with- god knows you don't play PSOne games for the pretty- but being that the new TV's pixellate the hell out of everything, it just really looks like crap. Putting it on a 4:3 ratio instead of the standard 16:9 helps, but... yeah. XD
4. Kind of love Nanami so far. <3
5. I'm SO glad I still had my old Suikoden save. I hadn't been completely sure that I did, but it was thankfully on my memory card. Yaaaaay.
6. I don't want to be spoiled, so don't tell me, but akjdlsajdkls what is Jowy DOING?! It's something stupid, I know it is. >_< I had a bad feeling when he got that Rune...
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Date: March 14th, 2011 03:33 pm (UTC)From:I honestly think that if I hadn't been a bank executive, I wouldn't have gone to my 2-year reunion. As it is, I'm still somewhat worried about the 10-year coming up in 2014.
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Date: March 15th, 2011 05:33 am (UTC)From:no subject
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