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[verloren1983]

I don't know what's wrong with me lately. Just... blah. I'm feeling very depressed lately and I can't even give you a reason why. I think it's just... everything. The job. My boss in particular who's being an asshat at the moment. My mom being an absolute twat (She's still insisting that she's getting both my sister's and my tax refund money. So SHE can buy HERSELF a new car. This is in addition to the money she'll be getting of her own, plus the $700 she TOLD ME she's getting from the insurance company from the accident. Um, let me think, NOT HAPPENING. Plus she's picking up some extra hours at work and is trying to make ME feel guilty about it. I can't get any more hours at work. They're not spitting them out. Stop trying to give me a guilt trip, especially when you wouldn't need the extra hours if you didn't call in so god damn much to begin with. And then? To increase the suck today... when I went out and ordered Chinese food, I got her some too, just to be nice even though I can't really afford it right now. She actually had the nerve to bitch at me that I took too much rice out of the container. I PAID FOR IT, BITCH! SHUT UP!).... um, okay, didn't mean for that rant to get so long. O_o Sorry guys. XD At any rate, everything seems like it's THE SUCK right now and I can't manage to pull myself together to do the things I need to do. Passport. subrosa_tennis. Recording for
ihikago. Trying to actually save money for the Anime North trip. Which I'm going on, and my mother can fuck herself. She already gets half of my paycheck as it is in order for me to have to share a room with my younger sister that I can't stand and I'm fucking 24 years old- she's not getting my rebate check too.She has a problem, I can find someplace else to crash. Oh. Wait. She can't afford for me to move out. Whoops? *shrugs* Stop calling in so much and stop chain smoking. You might find you have more money. Shocker! :o Wait, wasn't I supposed to be ending the rant? XDDD

If you didn't read all that, and honestly I don't blame you at all if you didn't because I'm sure it's very boring, basically everything sucks and I just want to crawl into bed and stay there until the universe decides to stop fucking with me. And my mother is a horrendous bitch. I think that just about covers it. (Note to self: Stop reading the customers_suck posts. It's just making you more depressed because you can relate to so much of that crap.)

Also, computer, stop restarting on me plsthnx. You had rest today. I don't know what your issue is, but god damn it, stop!

On a completely unrelated note, Ebony is so cute when she just walks up to me going *purr~meow*. I had to share. XD

Now, onto a meme! You know, somehow this doesn't surprise me...



(Apparently, there are spoilers in the character descriptions that are below the pictures. Fair warning.) Though Bleach is currently pissing me off. Episode 12 won't play sound. I tried some others and they work fine- it's just 12. Gah. Also, I found out that the opening song I hate changes at Episode 26- and I checked that out, and it's a song I like. Thank god. I was frightened for a while there that all of the music was going to suck. XD

And oh my god, I love Karin. XD And... is it just me, or is there a definite Tatsuki/Orihime thing going on there? Maybe just wishful thinking on my part (yay yuri! ^_^), but still. And every time I see Tatsuki on the screen, the first thing that pops into my head is "female Waya". I think it's the hair. XD

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[love]

*hug* I'd just move out. She can go to all heck for being such a bitch.

[verloren1983.livejournal.com]

*curls up on* See, that's the thing- I can't actually afford to move out. That's where we're both stuck. I make shit, and apartments around here are wicked expensive. I might be able to get the apartment, but that's all I'd have. An apartment. No electricity, no heat, no phone, no internet (:o)... you get the idea.

And crashing somewhere else would depend on relying on someone else. Granted, I'm sure I have two different places I could go to if it really came down to that and I needed a place to stay- but that would be just temporary, and when I wore out my welcome, I'd have the same issue I was talking about in the first paragraph.

[love]

*pets* That sucks.